No $ No Family

"if looks could kill, I’d go blind so I could touch your face
and if bodies could talk, mine would scream for you
if blood was ink I’d empty my veins to write you love songs
I’ll pull flowers out of the ground
and tear the wings off butterflies,
because you love beautiful things
and I’ll cut off my hair to look a little more like the girl you used to dream about all last December
I’ll stop sleeping so if your fingers twitch in the middle of the night, I’ll hear it
I’m yours
once, I saw a girl carve her lover’s name into her thigh, well, my whole body is a canvas for your teeth
I can be what you need
if I’m not,
I can fold my arms and legs
and tilt my head, to fit into the jar on your bedroom shelf
I can be what you need,
and if I’m not,
I’ll let you mold me like hot wax, hardening around your fingers
I’ll hold my breath if it makes it easier for you to breathe
and swallow fireflies if it makes it easier for you to see in the dark
I’ll let you take up all the room in my heart, and my mind
Invading me like the army
leaving no space for my mother,
or my best friend,
or myself,
no survivors
I will burn my white flag for you
I will crush my bones into powder and make it snow in the summer for you"